i don't have much to rant about these days
although, reading rosie's blog made me feel like writing
about what? i do not know.
i like to write about different issues.... different relationships
and a lot of the time, i reflect back upon myself.

there are a lot of people, who make me - me.
i don't exactly know how they do it.. but they do.

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BK!
you're GAY. when i finally picked up my life again, hoping to life an independant life FROM THEN ON...... you decide to step in and drop a bomb on me. yet, i don't hate you for that. you've showed me a new meaning, on how things should really be. thank you for doing so much for me... for providing me so much love that i could never imagine. time will tell our story, time will tell our adventure. an adventure i'm willing to share with you :)

my darling rachel..
you are my rock. you know so much, although you don't say very often. when we have our lil gay dnm's .. u give me great insight, great advice. you're always by my side.. and even when i feel like i'm in the deepest humiliation, you don't laugh at me - yet you give me the courage for me to get back onto my two feet. i know i can trust you, trust that you are on the on the call 24/7 and trust that you will keep my secrets safe within your two hands. thank you for being my light in my darkest moments, for being my best friend who i can trust my life with. and you too - are my significant other :)

dingdongdarren..
you put up with me so much. lol, in fact, i feel sorry for you sometimes. i bug you all the time and yet you still haven't chucked a major spaz at me. darren, thank you for being one of my closest friends. i value your friendship and appreciate being able to call you up at 3am to talk about my "issues". you make lame jokes, you bag me quite a bit - but i love you for that. i sincerely mean it, when i say you deserve the best. you deserve someone who gives you the amount of love you give them... because you're great like that :)

george wonton...
i don't recall us ever having a fight, but i know if a fight ever came up.. i'd win :) i'm strong :) haha. you are very mature, very unique. and that's what i like about you. you're not afraid to stick up for yourself, and you're true to who you are. thank you for the times when i needed someone to talk to.... for the times i think irrationally, and you wake me up by calling me a BIG FAT BABY. ALTHOUGH you are younger than me, i look up to you like a big brother (L)

elmerphurr..
we've been friends for so long. although, you are not the brightest crayon in the box, you are still a crayon - lol. we've been through thick and thin..... and when we did have our fights, you would always let me win. i know you hate corny stuff... so i'm not going to write much.. but i want you to know that, you will always be my friend. no matter how little we talk or how rarely we see each other.. you will be one of my closest friend which i hold close to my heart.