at some point in your life, you learn how to
"sacrifice for the greater good"
like... will smith did in I AM LEGEND.. supposedly 'listening to God'
(sorry, but God never told you to act like Jesus and DIE FOR OTHERS, repentance doesn't come in that way!)

so let's not make it sound TOO heroic
in the end
understanding that you're actions DO matter to people
understanding that YOU have the ability to make people smile
and if you'd do anything for that smile?
then sacrificing isn't a big loss after all.

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like VCE..
you only get out, what you put in.
friendships only change, because people change the amount of effort they put in.
i'm sorry
no reasons, no excuses...
bffl <3>