i always find myself writing about friends, family, partners
relationships in general

lately i've been contemplating on how important friends are to me
what they mean to me.
hahahaa
well? i really don't know!
they don't seem to have the same affect on me as they used to
i've learnt a fair bit these holidays
and just has emily has pinpointed...
there are people in your life, who were once very important
but in a quick flash... people change, circumstances change
they're not going to stay in your life forever
and sometimes, you don't really want to work towards what you "used to be" anymore
because the differences..... have drawn the friendship too far apart.
*wow, this lil paragraph has taken approx. 1 week to think of how to word this stupid @#$#@$#. finally... wooooooo!*

SIGHHHHHHHHHHHH
i just really want school to start again
to see the familiar faces,
to laugh over spastic things again
to get on with the year already!!
because i'm getting bored out of my brains~