i never really liked drinking chinotto
i think it's the bitter after taste.. that makes u want to continuously gulp it down
just so u dont have to reach the end..
but lately, i've been drinking it everytime i go to some italian restaurant
and it's not that bad anymore.. infact, i quite like the bitter after taste now

and trying to draw some comparisons here..

is love, similar to my experience with chinottos?
is it that... at first, you don't really love chinotto..
and then u start getting more of it, and then u just end up
loving it?
so.. you can grow to love?

or is love.. an in and out thing.
when i mean in and out, i don't mean anything sexual... dah.
as in, sometimes you love chinotto.. and other times you despise the bitterness
is that what love is like?
love is there when you need it, and you're allowed to neglect it if you don't?

i don't believe a person needs to be loved by everyone at the same time
infact, i'd like to think a person doesn't need to be loved in order to survive
WRONG.
humans need love, why else would we need each other?
we need others for our self benefits.
so we, ourselves, can feel less isolated, and a little less lonelier than we were before

i've been told once... (perhaps many times, but this one time it stuck by me)
that i always want things done in a particular way
or i want people to do things for me, MY WAY - and no other
i absolutely agree with you, it's in my nature
and as 'drama-queen' ladidah as it is, that's how i am
that's how i've always been... and although i've tried to change in teh past
it's a trait that continuously pops up in my life
i have a time of my life trying to reason with myself when i don't get my ways
and i know it's totally obnoxious, immature and selfish
but i'm not perfect, nor do i intend to be.
all bad things are allowed to turn into good - and mine?
well..... can't think of one right now
i have no idea what im talking about anymore
peace sir!