i know that for me,
when i'm caught up in a moment
or immersed in an idea or a want
i will do anything to achieve it

however, i also know that
i have the ability the control myself
and just sit, contemplate
and soon the crazy ideas in my head disappear

sometimes, that's all you need
some self reassurance.

self reassurance.
funny thing, i keep bringing it in and kicking it out in my life
it always finds its way back to me
and i don't need anyone to tell me
or help me
because.....

i can do it on my own....

...hmm, that was quite in and out random thoughts....
which doesn't make sense to anyone but myself !