i got a msg today
telling me,
a friend got engaged
i got way too happy in the library
only to find out it was a prank........
HRMMMMMS........
THE GIRL WHO CRIED WOLF.......

anyway....... i want my purple nails again :( but had better stay off dark for a bit
shaaaaalalallala
=(

i believe i am a very conscious person.
by that.. i mean that, i am very aware of my surroundings.
i don't just sit and watch
i watch and i wonder and i ponder.
very in depth...........
the thing is.. i am also very well aware of
what i receive and what i am prepared to give
often the case is always.. asking:
is it beneficial for me?
(as a rational thinker would say......)
yes, i act according to my own benefits
however....
sometimes benefiting isn't a factor or a reason why i undertake my actions
sometimes it's just about me... following what i think i should do
regardless of what i get in return

similarly
i am also a very time conscious person
a lot of the times, i believe i am very punctual
i mean.. i used to not be, but i've changed
it's like i've got an alarm clock inside of me... or a personal plannner
because i tend to work out very precisely how long i would need to get to places
how long i need to get ready by.
it's a tad weird, a tad scary............
but it is me ~

T_T ok enough for nowss...
my tummy hurts :(

had mb yday with bb and anth
omgggggg
feeling fat!
got 9/10 for mc!! wooohoooooooo!
pbl test tmr
:(

anyway..
i've been very interested in fossil jewellry lately
it's quite different and i like it!
hmmm...

i really feel like making cupcakes
i had a dream last night........ that i actually made those cupcakes
(ps. emily, they were your blue swirly cupcakes)
i might make some later on

so heaps of work
so little time!!

i'm sooooooo in loveeeeeeeee

hmmm
skippinng uni today
qm is so boring i fall asleep in every lecture

V_V"

bb is at home doing his assignment.... lol! due at 4 and so he decides to skip work
to 'work at home'
hmmmmmm maybe i will go visit him
but he said he didn't want any 'distractions'
harharharho

everyone feels so pov lately!!!
i feel pov~
trying not to eat out as much
but
i did buy a new nailpolish the other day
its dark purple........but so dark it looks black!!
i loves it~ (i do NOT look emo)))))))))))

lunch is usually with von now
omg shes so annoying (i hope u read this hahahaha)
naaaaaaaaaaaaaaaw shes cool ~ cool friend ~ the only one i can stand HAHAHha

i sound like a psycho
too overly happy that i am having, once again
4 day weekend :)
PEACE!

just finished drafting accounting assignment WOOOHOOooo
need to do micro & qm assignments...

MUST revise PBL badly so i don't get beaten
MUST do FAT mc questions

acnting audio
and all tute workssssss

mahahanahaha
far from fun!
that's it for now :)

recently, i've had a lot of trouble blogging.
there's nothing i really seem passionate about.. enough to put to words.
uni life, relationships... all these ups and downs i experience,
seem to go by really quickly - perhaps too quickly
it may be so fast that i feel no need to blog about my feelings
- they have already passed before i can begin to describe them.

*

NO DRAMAS! :)

i actually feel quite emotionally tired right now
as if.. i cannot deal with anything that comes my way
well - not like i usually do.

quick blog before i start studying...

uni becoming quite difficult
mainly because i have never done accounting and micro before
commerce is too abstract for me
gotta pull through
qm has taking me back to probability, stdev's and shit

had dinner at sails last friday
freaking $300 dinner. shoot me.
and then i lost at crown
but had a drink to make up for it

i need to find a job
MUST APPLY THIS WEEK...
and that's about it for now. update later :)

have to keep up with all this accounting shit
and at this rate, looks like i won't ever be missing a lecture :|

i was very angry last night

i don't think i deserve to be here.

ah-hoy thereeeee

haven't blogged in yonks!!
so....... WHAT HAS BEEN UP WITH YOU?
you may ask...

well - for starters, uni has started
awesome awesome awesome.
although a lot of people do not seem to be enjoying it..
i for one, am enjoying going into lectures.. sitting next to randoms and just start blabbing
haha - so much for long term friends.....! but well worth it~
hmmm accounting is horrible though - terrible lecturer :(

had some up and downs, as i always do
but now i am much better!
i am planning to take up piano again and get my l.mus
it is a big commitment...
but i really wnat to do it!
hmmmmm....... cynthia has started !!

went dinner wtih b's parents tnite
jap food - yum!!

ok i dont feel like blogging anymore
until next time,
adios ~