i believe i am a very conscious person.
by that.. i mean that, i am very aware of my surroundings.
i don't just sit and watch
i watch and i wonder and i ponder.
very in depth...........
the thing is.. i am also very well aware of
what i receive and what i am prepared to give
often the case is always.. asking:
is it beneficial for me?
(as a rational thinker would say......)
yes, i act according to my own benefits
however....
sometimes benefiting isn't a factor or a reason why i undertake my actions
sometimes it's just about me... following what i think i should do
regardless of what i get in return

similarly
i am also a very time conscious person
a lot of the times, i believe i am very punctual
i mean.. i used to not be, but i've changed
it's like i've got an alarm clock inside of me... or a personal plannner
because i tend to work out very precisely how long i would need to get to places
how long i need to get ready by.
it's a tad weird, a tad scary............
but it is me ~

T_T ok enough for nowss...
my tummy hurts :(