deep down, the biggest judgment we are afraid of....is our own.

a lot of the times, we're so used to judging others the minute we meet them that we don't realize what it is actually doing to our inner self. i mean, we've become so used to it that it is actually impossible for us to control ourselves and have neutral judgments when we meet a new person.

WE ARE AFRAID OF WHAT OTHERS THINK OF US BECAUSE WE ARE AFRAID OF WHAT WE THINK OF OURSELVES.

that is, we are scared of what others think of us... because in return, it may mean that there is something "not quite right" about ourselves.... but this "not quite right" attribute.. or flaw if you may put it, is on our own discretion. others do not have the power to tell you what is acceptable or what is unacceptable... it is in our own mind, that we create our own criteria of what SHOULD be acceptable - and you know, taking into consideration of values, backgrounds, beliefs. i mean, others do have the power to influence us.. but it is our own interpretations of these influence that cause us to judge ourselves.

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i have been studying all week. it is slowly killing off my brain cells.
so tonight, i will be heading to crown to go look at crown towers venue for ant's wedding.
after that, hopefully eat at the pub with bb and then back to work to study T_________T"
how delightful.
this semester hasn't gone the way i would have liked it to, but i guess...
there's no time for complaining.
just make the most of the time you have!

keep running that race!!