hello! long time no blog!

yes.... tis been quite a while :)
i must say, hormones are one of the most horriblest things in the world
because it can be, dangerously intriguing.. at the same time
make you feel, plain SICK. SORE. SHIT.

ok - moving on ^_^
i am good now, i am fine... !
infact, i'm a lil tired.

today.... went shopping yo!!!!
got tony biancos..... and a jacket.... ~ yay!
i think i need a more.. casual jacket.
the ones i have a quite... sporty-like.
so anyway, when we were having lunch.. dad was talking about the
$30 million.... tattersall draw... muhahahHAH
dad's just like " yeah, if we had a million, we wouldn't even have to work. just chuck it into the bank, watch interest increase our money."
sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeet. + i said, if we won the $30 million, i'd have a car for each day of the week :)
kthnx.

but speaking of money, i rmber watching oprah, i think?
and some experiment was made on this really poor beggar.. and he was given a million dollars.
so the guy has never seen this much money, which he found in this rubbish dump (wish i was that lucky.)
and so when he has the moeny.. he has no idea what to do with it.. he starts walking on the streets and giving out free money.
soon after that, you see that he starts wasting his money and in the end, he has no money left. none. zilch. ZERO.
now, the thing is.. the experiment, emphasized on giving money to the poor.
it actually made it sound like - never give money to the poor, because they don't know how to use it properly.

that annoyed me.
beggars don't want to be born in the life they are given..
they don't wish to constantly find a new shelter, scavenge for food, beg for money..
who would like to be in that position?
the show was giving a major generalization.. that these people should never be trusted upon.
IF this man was educated when he was young
IF this man was taught true values when he was young
then maybe perhaps, he would know how to deal with so much money, how to save.

which leads, to how important learning is to human beings.
it pisses me off to see people.. reaching 16 or so, and dropping out of school
those who.. don't know how lucky they are to receive education.
those who don't have the endurance to pull through 2 - 3 years in their life
which could potentially be the best years of their lives.
it's aNNOYING.

okay i can't blog anymore, maybe later

<3>
miss bb