an admirable quality in a person
would have to be.. willpower
i can branch off from that to all different directions
but i'm just going to concentrate on one today...

everyone is drawn by the influence of others
no matter who you surround yourself with
you will always..adapt or change in a way, to fit your ideal situation
this means, constant change
i don't mean will power in this instance as in..
u don't listen to anything anyone says
no......
it is to be open to opinions, allow yourself to be bombarded my different perspectives
and from that, you choose what is best for you
which one of the influences will draw parallels to your values and conscience

to know a right from wrong
to know a left from right
to be able to say
" this is not the way i want things to be "
and to stick with it.

*from time to time, you show us that you are loyal
that you HAVE loyalties to people
but you're just the same
you don't know when you've crossed the line, into unknown territory
you are too oblivious to see that..
although you've gained something,
which might not even satisfy you in the long run...
you've actually lost something else in the process
and it's funny, because you continually choose to run back
and forget about the past, about all the horrible things you've said and done
i can't believe we offer you the slightest forgiveness

babe, this time...
it's your mistake, your loss.
you're alone in this.