i received my marks back for an eng sac
i spent quite some time on this essay..
and i wrote a tonne before hand
but in the end, i didn't get the mark i was anticipating
i suppose, it's one thing for me to be angry at myself
but another, to take something from this
i did put in a lot of effort for it
but it just goes to show, i have a capacity for much more

now.. i ranted to a few
and some told me "that's pretty good"
when i answered, 'no it's not' - i didn't mean it as "please feed me more compliments"
no.. i answered it sincerely, it's not good enough for my own standards
there's always room for improvement.