i've thought about writing this several times
and i have actually begun writing this more times than i've thought about it...
so, here it goes:

i once said to myself that i have the courage and ability to be without you
to erase the memories we once collected and begin fresh.
i am still able to do this..
but i know, if i did
i will have lost one of the most beautifulest soul i have ever stumbled upon in my life

it's true, i have the most fun when you're around
when we're busy jammin' like crazy on the guitar
when we're not saying a word because we're too busy scoffing down a 1kg steak
when we have our saturday afternoon snoozes and wake up late to go eat
when you do a boxing wrap up on my hand with the material and finally cuts off my circulation
or when we're playing our winking game :)

no one compares to you
and everytime you tell me you have to go
my heart shatters just a tad
because i wish that i could keep you in my pocket and carry you around all day
:(
i love u
and miss u dearly
and am now anticipating til the next time i see ur bubbly face!

NOTE: this started off serious, then i had too much fun recalling memories. haha