i wonder if i am slowly losing my opinion on things.
or perhaps i am slowly adapting opinions of others, and forgetting to think.
OR MAYBE i am forgetting how to think
(i have been sick for the past 2 days, i still have a fever)

i have been distanting myself from others.. for the past month or so
i'm not sure if it's because i want to ... or because things have just fallen like this
my once-upon-a-time close friends .. well, i wouldn't say we don't contact each other anymore - but it is less than it used to be
it may well be because i spend too much time with my s/o
but.. at the same time, my s/o provides me a safety net i can always lean on.

i understand what i have to do..
and what i need to do in order to achieve it
(i'm sure i've used this line so many times............)

but maybe i need to simmer in this laziness for a bit longer...
hmmmmmm......

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i went to play golf yday
ben bought a new golf club set..... so it's cool 8-)
but now i aam seriosuly sore all over- you would never guess right??
saving up for a new phone :)
and YEHH
right now i am talking to jimmy
hohohohhoho
and he will read this
ok
byebye