As I grow older, I've realise I know less about myself.

I don't understand a lot of my actions, I don't understand most of my feelings. I know I'm on a constant rollercoaster of emotions..

and yet, I constantly seek to find myself amongst everyone I know. Everyone I confide in, I know I am searching for something within them... or searching for the person I am when I am in their presence.

Exactly two years ago, I know I was feeling confused and hurt.

Exactly one year ago, I know I was feeling content.

This year? I don't have an adjective to describe how I feel, I guess I am still searching.