i feel so sick right now

i don't usually get travel sickness

but i did today

and now, even when i'm on the bus

i still feel like i'm going to chuck up

........................... T_T

sometimes, i wish
people would just stop for a minute
and think about how...
irrational
and
inconsiderate
they are.

i wake up every morning
pleased
because i've accomplished
and i have yet to accomplish
i have been and will be loved
and i am able to love
i have comfort, shelter
and i have yet to provide others with comfort and shelter

but there's this special bundle of joy in my life
he cares about my wellbeing, my whereabouts
he listens to my adventures, my remarks
his my smile when i'm feeling sad..

he is the sunshine in "tammy's world"
& i try to show him, each and everyday..
how much he means to me
but in the end...
not even words can explain
how important he is to me
<3

so i read something today..
and i have a question:

is one able to lose their morals and ethics through a mistake?

apart from killing yourself, you can't. your morals and ethics continue to lie within you, but a mistake could be a turning point. and a turning point may change your morals, ethics and perspective on things... but apart from that, i can't think of a circumstance where you can lose it.

at some point in our lives, i would hope that we all experience heart break. to fall, deeply.. and break, greatly. it is through heart break that we learn more about ourselves - what we want and need. things never go accordingly, romance is not a disney fairytale ending. there should always be hope in love.. at times we might say "give up", but it's there - just on a low key. acceptance is difficult, but it's a skill in life.

have you ever just..
stopped?
right at that single moment...
and asked yourself:
are you content with your life?
what if you suddenly disappeared forever.. at that precise moment
would you be proud of what you've achieved?
would you be able to say.. that you have truly appreciated those around you?

what makes us an individual is our choices
morals and values can only be shown through choices

:)

"you can't simplify this any further"
"yes you can"
"oh, hey.. you can!"
"you see, once i told you that you could simplify it, then you managed to the the right answer in the end. that means that if i say you are able to do well in your vce.... then that means you can!"

haha

hellobloggie!

school has begunnnnn! yay!
so first day, i managed to steal a locker so i didn't get a crappy locker which was like under all these tall people and right in the corner.... cos that spot sucks.
THEN went on camp... it wasn't too bad, the place was quite pretty :)
came back and was freakinggggg tired!

ANYWAY
*** i know at times i can be down right unreasonable..... the most unreasonable person on earth. i wasn't thinking straight, there are more important things in this world.. for eg. you! :D

that silly idiot is coming back tmr..... i can't beleive it's been two weeks now. pretty amazing huh? shall smother him with xoxoxoxoxo when he comes back

don't let anyone ever make you feel that you don't deserve what you want - heath ledger