last night was rachel&dom's 18th
good to see a lot of people... missed them a tad!
i really do hope rachel and dom had a good night...
they deserve all the happiness from their family and friends (L)

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sigh... i've been starting this 5 - 6 times..
and i still have no idea how it goes.
i'm upset, i'm disappointed.
it's because you are one of my most valuable friends..
it's because i want you to enjoy yourself.. at the same time, be safe.
it's because i care about you and love you a lot......
end.

currently listening to: PASSION - LEMONADE

love is...

her thoughts:

her teacher told her to paint a picture of the purple vase in the middle of the classroom.
firstly, she took out her plain, white canvas... and then she took out her palette, filled with assorted paint colours...
then she set to work.
she mixed her paints.. creating new and exciting colours.
she added layers, and layers of different strokes and patterns onto her canvas
when she finally finished, she stood back to look at her magnificent piece of artwork
as the teacher walked passed, she looked at her painting.
in the middle of the classroom, indeed was a purple vase....
but the girl had painted a dark, royal blue vase
the teacher wasn't satisfied, and questioned the girl..
but the girl simply replied, "this is how i like it."

many people have their own interpretations of love.
and the interesting thing is that... there is no right or wrong answer
love is through our own perspective.. whether positive, or negative.
to me, love is a painting.
we all start off with a blank sheet... clueless, and not-knowing
but when it hits us... we start shaping, what love is to us.
we add our ingredients, to make love as it is... through loyalty, respect, trust, honesty
we find our needs, our wants, our desires
these are the layers added to paint our picture of love
at times, we might have to take some out, start from scratch..
but in the end, we have a masterpiece - which we are proud of.
some people feel obliged to say, "this is love. this is how it should be..."
but it's our own interpretation which is important.
& it's up to us, to cherish and appreciate the individuality definition of love.
ps. love is definitely not a game... well, people talk as if it's a vs game (street fighter!).. WIN OR LOSE ... NUH UH! love is a rpg (mario ftw!)... hardihar, an adventure to explore. if u lose, you both lose and if u win... THEN YOU BOTH WIN! :)

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hmm.. woke up late, called rach on the train....
and then city w/ BK
was gonna go watch the heartbreak kid..
but cos i'm such a pain, we missed out on the movie
(:
i realise, i'm not looking for mr. perfect - one that tries to make my everyday like i'm living a fairytale...
no, i just need someone to share dinner with on the train...
someone who's willing to drink all the yucky milky stuff whilst leaving me the icecream bits to eat
someone who's willing to be patient with me, and teach me
someone who is willing to take a 15 min train ride with me, just to know that i'll be safe
that's the kind of person i need, and that's the kind of person he is.

my english is like......"shet" lol..... ergh
currently listening to: MAROON 5 - MUST GET OUT

like...no way!

THAT'S RIGHT! i'm back....... just not xanga anymore!

rosie toh told me to "mature" and move to blogspot.
this means, i have no friends ...... purely just MY BLOG
if you have the privlidge to be reading this, it means i've chosen YOU..... YES YOU!
as one of the few to read my blog
pretty special stuff, huh?
although, this might go on my msn nick for a bit
i sound just as retarded as i used to/always will be

anyway, so.. i've just figured out how to work this!
woohooooooo!~
enough to satisfy me for these holidays! (okay thats a lie)
that's enough for today. ciao!

currently listening to: JOJO - WEAK