I'm not stupid, I'm not naive. I gave you everything, and you let it all go in one split second.
I have learned to let go of a lot of things this year, in particular, grudges I have held against people for too many years. I am no longer angry, but instead seeking comfort amongst all of this. I don't want anymore emotional baggage. This is my own way of dealing with this.
I'm not perfect, and I'm sure that I will crash again soon - but I'm ready for it.
I'll be okay in the end.
The only person you can really trust is yourself.
Only you can be in control of your thoughts, to dig yourself out of any darkness. You are the only person who can provide comfort when everyone deserts you, when everyone leaves you and betrays you. The only encouragement you should listen to, is the ones that you give yourself.
Every new day brings new challenges - embrace, learn and grow.
