for once, i feel like all my hard work
has led me to an achievement
:)
woohoO!

so, i can't say i am very impressed tonight
i thought i was going to have a good night
seeing as its my best friend's bday

my s/o drank too much before going to the place
and so when we got in
he spewwed, and then we left.
gross.. so now i sit here, watching him sleep whilst writing this.

now.. i'm not really sure how to look at this
i mean, i know i have the right to be angry
and i was.. very very angry.
but now, i've calmed down
i think he'll know how wrong he is without me telling him

a new perspective of life.


i'm sitting in my little study room
trying to think of how to express myself through words
this blog is about me - as all my other ones are
but it's about my views of my current situation.

it's actually not a bad one.

you see... i think when we are in highschool
we have restrictions in what we have to do
esp when it comes to year 12 vce
i felt i was obliged to study, in which i did
i came out of year 12 knowing i had tried my best, no regrets or anything.
i rmber the anticipation of finishing my exam,
leaving my friends - who at that time, weren't really my friends.
lots of people tell me they miss highschool these days - i don't...

because i love my life right now.
i love my life because... there are so many aspects to it.
i'd be lying to say that i don't have restrictions,
but these restrictions and limits are ones i give myself.
lots of people keep asking me why i quit my job...
and when i tell them it's because i want more time to do things
i don't think they understand.
when i took up my job, i took it up because i felt guilty staying at home
but when i was working, i realised that i am still in my early years of studying
and i have the perfect chance to experience things,
to find new passions.
so recently, i've spent time looking for volunteer work, non-paid work exp etc etc.
not only do i intend to build on my inter(intra??)personal skills,
but i want to get more out of myself and life.

i might not be making a lot of sense right now...
but in simple words - i don't want to cruise around in my life
it is too easy to fall in that trap
and many people do

ergh im getting pins and n eedles in my leg
cbf writing anymore
tata
!