it's 9.30am on a friday morning
i need to get 3 lang anals done before...... let's say 2.
then i can go shop for some goodies <3

LEVI'S 579


WITCHERY


DAA


have a major impulse to shop......
uh-oh.

ok, i've spent some time trying to figure out how to fancy this blogspot thing
but.... it's too hard :( so i'll just stick to simple blogging

well, i officially have a sick sick sick sickness
i went to the doc's today and he says i have bronchitis :(
and so i called up the other and he said "that's serious"
so i guess it's pretty serious
yes to major coughing fits wooo~
but as it goes, i have to have a speedy recovery..

cos i'm off to chinaland this sunday! YAYERS!
2 weeks of stress-free (apparently)
but i'm made to bring a crapload of work to do as well, just so i don't fall behind
nevertheless, it shall be good.. i hope
:( i bet i'll be homesick

i think i've been trying to look for things to think about
then i can blog about
but honestly,
there's nothing in the head right now
i'm starting to get a massive headache over this too
must mean i have to go make a phonecall

tata!

mediocrity is easy
stay away from easy.

心里觉得好不舒服
可能是。。 感觉到
你不在乎。。
而，你好像对我无论什么事
没赶兴趣
是我太无聊吗？

我知道有时我太调皮了
可是我真想你会注意我多一些
关心我多一些。。

我求太多吗？

so i had a pretty stressful week
my workload built at its highest..
and my social life, well ..... down in the ditches! (almost)

so... after school, i came home
grabbed some goodies
and just sat infront of the tele
watching FRIENDS season 10 finale
<3
love it love it! miss it already~
now i'll just have to find something else to feast on

on a different note:
holidays are up and running again...
and once again, i have to dig my head into my work
going away in a week ^_^
yay? nah - i'm not too hyped up about it just yet
soon-to-be.

on a really different note:
i think i'm becoming a better person
no.. infact, i know i am a better person
no longer am i constantly hurt and broken
over matters which used to tear me apart..
i don't give a damn anymore
instead.. i've adapted a new perspective on matters.. &towards people.
life is always improving
only if you see it through different eyes~

an admirable quality in a person
would have to be.. willpower
i can branch off from that to all different directions
but i'm just going to concentrate on one today...

everyone is drawn by the influence of others
no matter who you surround yourself with
you will always..adapt or change in a way, to fit your ideal situation
this means, constant change
i don't mean will power in this instance as in..
u don't listen to anything anyone says
no......
it is to be open to opinions, allow yourself to be bombarded my different perspectives
and from that, you choose what is best for you
which one of the influences will draw parallels to your values and conscience

to know a right from wrong
to know a left from right
to be able to say
" this is not the way i want things to be "
and to stick with it.

*from time to time, you show us that you are loyal
that you HAVE loyalties to people
but you're just the same
you don't know when you've crossed the line, into unknown territory
you are too oblivious to see that..
although you've gained something,
which might not even satisfy you in the long run...
you've actually lost something else in the process
and it's funny, because you continually choose to run back
and forget about the past, about all the horrible things you've said and done
i can't believe we offer you the slightest forgiveness

babe, this time...
it's your mistake, your loss.
you're alone in this.

if you view the world as constantly trying to give you challenges, heartbreaks, and criticisms
chances are.. the world is no longer beautiful to you.

reality isn't pretty, i agree. b
ut the best advice i've been given is
to do the best you can with what you have.

yep, i'm facing a rough patch right now t
hings aren't going the way i'd like it to go
but i'm not going to stand up and say something about it this time

i've had enough of it
to the point where i just don't give a shit.
i'm going to be the bigger person
- and if doing so means i have to be the bigger bitch then...
so be it.
call it selfish - but i'm looking out for myself
i'm doing the best i can.

last friday,
went to ct with b...
we walked around for ages looking for mum's bday present
lol, i'm amazed he didn't get frustrated when we were walking back and forth to the same shops cos i couldn't decide
after that, did some chillin' @ borders~
went to liagon st afterwards
and had some ultimate pizza!
food was okay - never really see what b sees @ that place lol, nothing spesh~
after that.... went to the park :)
and we just sat there..... talking.... (L)

on sat.. worked for the first half of the day
then b came..... yesyeysyes
went home
had a 'friends' marathon........
awesome stuff =]

his currently at uni
and i should do some work!
tata~

time
can actually dilute feelings, can't they?

i mean... i know i was so angry when you said that to me...
but now, i'm starting to see.. yes, i'm young. there's a lot i know.. but there's also a lot for me to learn. it'd be wrong for me to say i knew everything - because i don't.

right now, i want a lil bit of courage from the man upstairs!
i want to be able to confront her.. and tell her what i should have told her - patch things up
nobody wants it to be this way..
so maybe, tmr :)
God will by on my side!

2008, what have you brought me so far?

i suppose, school wise...
there isn't anything much different. if i get work completed.. then, it should be okay - right? but what is different this year.. is the surging impulse to do more, to do better. i don't just want to sit on an average - i want to be better than average. and i know, how much it requires of me.. and i'm willing to put that much in.

friendships, i hear you say? i would have thought.. the people around me, like me - would have grown over the holidays.. and become much more mature. i was so wrong. they are all the same.. some things in life, never change i guess. i've accepted.. and moved on. dare to be different. on the other hand.. socialising isn't my thing, right this moment! i've got my bunch, my bunch love me - and that's how it's going to be. i have to admit.. there are people who i should keep in contact with more often.. and i try - but there's only so much i can do. forgive me.. but never forget, you're always in my heart ♥ (i hope you know who you are)

my beloved.... well, i don't even know if you read this thing anymore - you lead such a busy life! i think.. sometimes when couples are in a relationship.. they forget -they began as friends. my s/o, you are my best friend. i care about you, i get upset when you forget about me, i get jealous when you're not around..... i share so much with you.. you're my support - you keep me going. you're so amazing to learn from, because each and everyday with you - i learn something new about myself, about you. having you in my life, is far from a burden... you're that piece of me, that makes me - me ♥

i've left a lot behind in '07 and started fresh. i know i constantly complain.. but really, i'm enjoying this. it's going to be a good year.

"live love laugh
with no regrets -" -MD

♥blee-ssful says:
isnt it funny
♥blee-ssful says:
how.. two people can be right for each other
♥blee-ssful says:
at a specific time
♥blee-ssful says:
and if they work on their relationship, they can make it happen
♥blee-ssful says:
yet.. if you put these two people together.. a few years later in the future
♥blee-ssful says:
they might not be attracted to each other at all
eric loves anna I LOVE PŮFFY says:
so your saying..
eric loves anna I LOVE PŮFFY says:
people get bored?
♥blee-ssful says:
no, i'm saying people change
♥blee-ssful says:
and well, yes people get bored of each other
♥blee-ssful says:
lol
eric loves anna I LOVE PŮFFY says:
well of course people change woman
eric loves anna I LOVE PŮFFY says:
if they dont would you still like them
eric loves anna I LOVE PŮFFY says:
you may love mcdonalds
eric loves anna I LOVE PŮFFY says:
but you wouldnt spend a year eating only big macs