no matter where you are
or what you're doing

doesn't matter if you're lost
or if you're right here next to me.

at the end of the day,
you are mine.

you have been...
and always will be.

my heart is always with you...

*

hmmm....
friday was lazy night
we must have layed in bed for like 34254352435 years
laughing over random shiz
and then we got up
drove to maccas...... had icecream
went home!
might have been quiet.. but i don't think i'd rather spend friday nights any other way (L)

yday went to lauren's 18th
after picked up george, jer, karvin and ricky
went to glen for choffee~
and then went to some random party
GOT HOME SAFELY
(thank god)

today... lunch with b and parents @ bh
went to swap meet after.. to buy a 'ram'
like wtf.
got home.. fell asleep whilst bb fixed the damn computer
yay!!!!! ok ..... and now i'm here trying to do hw but getting distracted.

miss u already T_T

i still love rainy days.. and just sitting inside
watching tv.. and being lazy on the couch.

holidays start from next week.
i'm actually not all that excited about it
because b will be starting work.. therefore, tmr will probs be the last
friday night he will come down here T_T'
i don't even know why i'm a lil down about that!

mmmm...
nothing ever really goes on in my life now.
the past couple of days seems like it's just flown by so easily
i like the way i'm feeling now..
really setting my mind on the things i have in my life
and the things that i once had, and now have lost... well, i'm glad -
once again i can pull myself together and have not made an emphasis in my life
BUT.. i must go on a lil rant before i do anything:

i believe in friendships.
i mean, most of the time i sound so negative when i talk about people surrounding me..
but i can honestly say, i believe in them.
there can be friends who are loyal at heart, and love you no matter what.
i'm not gonna flatter friendships, but today..
hearing a lame and dodgy excuse for not celebrating a friend's birthday...
it's pathetic.
what kind of an excuse is 'it will waste a whole day'?
specifically.. a COUPLE OF HRS - and considering one of you live so damn close
it doesn't hurt to get ur butt out of your house, and join in a celebration.
if YOU expect others do love you, and be joyous on your occasion
then you must give the same back.
not ' it will waste my whole day'
no, IT WILL TAKE UP A COUPLE OF HRS, BUT FOR A FRIEND - THAT'S OKAY ISN'T IT?
and i know, if you two ying and yang's were asked to do the same for each other - you'd go to any extent to make the other's celebration worth while

through all my years at school, i have bonded with each one of you.
i do not doubt that i have touched your lives - because i know i have made an impact on you
some how or another.
but after so many years, i am absolutely sick and tired of this shit
the shit that i am given, the shit that others are given
because you chose to branch off, and break apart from us.
we've spent too long wondering what to do..
that now, we've decided we won't make amends to the mistakes
we have made.

if you feel true friendship is what you've got
well, i hope it all goes well for you
because you will NEVER
and i mean, never -
be considered as a close friend to me.

-

on another note, i love my boyfriend :)

HELLO THERE!

long time no blog!
whats the update?
WELL.... my new car came (L) i am heaps proud of it
its so pretty......
the thing is, i don't trust myself driving it. so everyone drives it...
but me hehe =]
so i have stayed with the old bomb.... love manual, despise auto...!

last friday.. went to glen with b ~
went to some bar... and we were highly amused at the guy at the counter
making drinks and shiz. learnt a few tips hahaha
nuw... saw sex and the city. awesome, awesome AWESOME movie
all time favs... beginning and end is (L)
ummm.. carrie's dress at the start.. is so cool. i would so wear it!!
yes.......!

yday, went to city to see my mr.....!
went to richmond and had some pho.... lol
met his auntie and stuff.... immediately after we left
b gets msg from selina telling us gossip is on! T_T
anyway, b went to get haircut.. and i just sat there waiting
we went to buy egg tarts after.. but then my eggtarts got squished :(
but i still ate it and it was yum.

anyway...... so my exaM has finished.
my computer crashed like.. 2 weeks before it.... so i had nothing to do but to study
which ... overall, i dont regret. i put in a lot of effort for it.. and whatever i get
well........ it was the best i couldv'e done, and i wouldn't have done it any other way!
hope for the best, prepare for the worse!

have day off on tues.. HOPEFULLY going to hp with bubs
and .... erm...... using that voucher i got for my bday @ sportsgirl- woohoo!

no dnm blog today, fingers are freeeeeeezing!
love teaching... my little students are the cutest things ever!!
and..... yup :D